Can We Guess One Of Your Greatest Fears?

Prof.ZAK

My only fear at the moment is a crumbling arranged marriage. I love my wife dearly and we have a beautiful family together. But, her indifference and passive-agressive behavior, in addition to her limited comprehensibility of English - she speaks it, with a tinge of an accent but there's an enormous communication gap between us. At times it feels like she doesn't get me at all. In addition, she has adopted the exact same tone and controlling element as my arch nemesis- my mom. My mom has terrifief since I turned 13; physical torment, critique, abuse by her made me a avoid visting my homeland for years. In the US, I learned what it means to be free and independent and have real friends who are not judgmental at the drop of a hat. I enjoyed my time there to the max. My wife is quickly metamorphosing into my mother by her mannerisms, changing personality, and just the overall way she communicates with me. I love my children dearly. The fear of what a divorce would do to them has me in jitters. It doesn't end here; my mother lives with us. It's like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. My dad was the only person who loved me unconditionally. Since his demise, the only light in my life right now is as follows; my spirituality, my 3 kids. The North American friends who meant the world to me are all back there. Suffice to mention, I'm up at nights, yearn for a woman who truly loves me for me, and just want to the fudge back to Michigan. (I refrained myself from swearing on your portal. I'm being polite and respectful. Dont read into it too much. Im not a huge fan of Android typing, but writing is my born gift. Well, talking too. Blah, Blah, Blah. Yaddi Yaddi Yadda. Best, Cheers, Salud, and Lachaim.